"If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together… there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we’re apart… I’ll always be with you."
2332) When my friends skip a meal or have an extra snack, it’s no biggie. They’re just extra hungry or unusually full at that time. When I skip a meal or eat something extra, it’s ‘how many calories am I losing from this?’ ‘how many minutes on the treadmill will this be to work off?’ ‘how many calories do I have left for today?’ I wish eating didn’t have to be so damn complicated.
recovery isn’t letting go of control
recovery is realising you were never in control anyway
it is taking control away from your eating disorder
and regaining your life